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Sunbleach

by Nick Costa

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1.
Screaming 04:28
In the screaming night With the sky so blue it’s black I find a little summer The simmering heat The cool of that ol’ AC Shaking the sill of the window That creep that knows my name They’re always watching They’ll follow me home That creature that smells the kill Won’t stop hunting ‘Til they get their fill I’m screaming now My baby shakes me Like I’m chock full of cobwebs Trying to get my attention Saying that creep don’t know my name “They’re non-existent It was all in a dream With the way you were crying out I had to save you You’re safe with me You don’t have to hide That faceless ghost Ain’t gonna find you” I drift back to sleep Dream of shifting city streets A clusterfuck countryside And the coolest of breeze Saying "that creep don’t know my name They’re non-existent It was all a bad dream” What in the fuck was my brain Trying to tell me? Oh man, I can be so mean
2.
Supermoon 03:51
What a privilege to be alive In the same time That you were in it too Now what am I to do? Beneath the supermoon There you go Outlandish! Obscene! On your own path, so it seems I looked up to you, and you picked me up So you could look up to me Beneath the supermoon There you go Now I’m here sharing a bowl of peach ice cream With the girl of my dreams Oh, my riverboat captain, my shaman, my fiend My van dwelling bird, you flew away from me Beneath the supermoon There you go
3.
You catch me up on the same ol’ stories I’ve heard a million times before You shift your tone and I get worried I saw your name destroyed Abuse Reuse Confuse Get through All this time have you been playing with my head? Did you ever learn? I know there are times you’d defend it to your death So you see my concern Abuse Reuse Confuse It’s not you I know you can do better, man
4.
Go Home 02:44
Let’s go home, I just wanna be alone with you Let’s go home, I just wanna be alone with you Since the day we met, it just felt right Mine was yours and yours was mine I tried and tried and got it right with you Let’s go home, I just wanna be alone with you Let’s go home, I just wanna be alone with you This place is boring anyway If we wanna leave we could just say That the dog is hungry and hasn’t gone out enough today Get into some harmless fight Find out that we both were right Close the door and then kiss you goodnight Since the day we met, it just felt right Mine was yours and yours was mine I tried and tried and got it right with you Since the day we met, it just felt right Mine was yours and yours was mine Mine and yours and yours was home I just wanna be alone with you
5.
You’re keeping up with keeping me honest Not that I feel like lying anyway And I never feel like there’s a problem Between our give and take Now I’m learning to sleep a little longer Finally learning how to settle in I’ve gotten used to feeding the dog And feeling comfy in my own skin Now I can’t crawl out of bed If the sun ain’t comin’ out And you’re not here to get me moving I’m slowing down when you’re not around I’m learning, slowly, to be a partner To give a little and cut some slack She’d wait for me if I went leavin’ And I’d wait right back She’s got me longing for endless summer She’s got me craving skin on skin And if I can’t find the combination She just lets me in Now I can’t crawl out of bed If the sun ain’t comin’ out And you’re not here to get me moving I’m slowing down when you’re not around
6.
That ol’ Wes Texas bound with a cracked thumb knuckle Reaching down on the butt of his gun He came in riding on a dust storm Lookin’ for someone to love Since the day he was born That wild Wes Swimming in the full toxicity Whistlin’ a little tune The song got lost in the gusts of the wind And it carried to the moon Where ya headed? Where ya off to now? Are you running from the devil or just from yourself? I never got you figured out That ol’ Wes Oh, he finally found her That Texas gal of his dreams She broke him right in two Really split him down at the seems Up on that ol’ appaloosa stallion On a fine spring day Singin’ to the bluebells that were painted by the sky And through the woods they would ride away Where they headed? Where they off to now? Are they running from the devil or just from themselves? Tell me, where they headed? Tell me where they off to now? Are they running from the devil?
7.
I can hear you like a voice in my head I can speak your name like words I hadn’t thought of yet Yeah, I could prick you like a thorn in your side If I haven’t yet, if I haven’t taken the time Baby, don’t cry Can I collapse in your lap like I was a child? Baby, don’t cry I could scratch your back and maybe some day you would get mine I’ve been keeping you in my head With my fear of death and my existential dread Would it really matter if we fell in love In the grand scheme of things, if we are just specks of dust? Baby, don’t cry Can I collapse in your lap like I was a child? Baby, don’t cry I could scratch your back and maybe some day you would get mine If you’re lonely If you’re lonely, just like me We could keep be each other’s company
8.
Fool's Gold 04:15
Everybody’s listening to tired voices Some don’t have much to say Some are really showing their truest colors They’re tone-deaf, but hey, they’re getting paid Well, you can hate all you want but you carry it with you Yeah, you can say what you want but your words hold weight Yeah, you can pray for your traditions on your knees You can pay in fool’s gold for heaven’s entry fees You can take all you want, but you can’t take it with you Some of us wake up every morning Wondering what we’re gonna see today And others get riled without a warning Like those mascots are their only friends Well, you can hate all you want but you carry it with you Yeah, you can say what you want but your words hold weight Yeah, you can pray for your traditions on your knees You can pay in fool’s gold for heaven’s entry fees You can take all you want, but you can’t take it with you
9.
Summer time has come and gone Winter now is running strong And I know it’s even colder still Wherever you are But I still hope, some day, you warm up your heart Because you were mean and terrifying Manipulating and spittin’ lies But it’s alright now, I’ve left it all behind I clicked my heels And now the sun always shines It’s funny how easy A decision can be When the choices are a beating Or just getting up to leave The father, son, and the Holy Ghost Satan’s shadow and Jean Vigo Can all see the things that you were bringing on More than I know But I’m long in the tooth and deaf as a post
10.
Jenny calls to apologize She says “my son is such a hot head sometimes. I don’t know where he got it from, I tried to raise him right. It’s from his father’s side.” We got into it, catching fists I called him out for defending racists He told me to get over myself I told him to get bent We used to be best friends It’s funny how some things work out How your mind can change when you age But so much stays the same I get lost scrolling through the feed Lately, I feel I’m losing steam I’m feeling helpless from the things that I’ve seen But this was never about me My old friends form a trauma bond From catching teargas and defusing bombs They say “is this Minneapolis or Vietnam? It’s not the country I’m from.” We have been disenchanted From giving second chances And rightfully so My mother calls me to check in She says “you have no clue what trouble we’re in” I said I talked to my uncle and now Christmas might get weird It’s been one hell of a year

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released March 25, 2022

All songs written, performed, produced, and recorded by Nick Costa
Except for:
Drums and Drum Recordings on 1,2,3,4,6,7,8 by Nathan Van Fleet
Backing Vocals on 1,4,5,6 by Charlie Finnigan
Keyboards on 1,2,4,6 by Frank Merchlewitz
Piano and strings on “When You’re Not Around” by Jacob Pavek
Mixed and Mastered by August Ogren
Artwork by Mike Zimmerman

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Nick Costa Saint Paul, Minnesota

Over the past 15 years, Nick Costa has been a highly active member of the Minneapolis music scene.

Split between his previous projects, The Person & The People, Me As A Pilot, and his solo debut, Nick has 6 full-length records, 3 EPs, and one moody blink-182 cover album behind him—and with his recent move to Los Angeles, he shows no signs of slowing down.
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